I find myself in a very reflective mood today after the Tenebrae service last night (to celebrate Maundy Thursday) and a crucifixion focussed service this morning (to celebrate Good Friday).
Being much darker and sombre services than the norm, I found myself being drawn, down and down, into a very confessional space where I did a lot of deep work with God. It has left me drained, but in a good way, with a greater sense of clarity and humility.
As for the Tenebrae service itself, it went well. As I mentioned the other day I was involved in the organizing team for the Thursday service and one of our goals was to make it more quiet and meditative than previous years without alienating the more capital-E evangelicals in our midst who aren’t so used to silence. So there was an intentional focus in helping participants see how silence and the word relate to one another. Well, I had a few people speak to me this morning and one new Christian said she was profoundly moved and another older Christian said she enjoyed it even if there was maybe a tad too much silence. I took that as a good sign – stretched but not too much. A few other members of the team reported similarly positive feedback even if we could fine tune a few things, so overall I felt quite encouraged.
But as I said, that was really a secondary thing for me in the end because its what God has been working on in me that has grabbed me. And its the holiness of God’s love that has really sunk in. It is so earthy yet so transcendent, so intimate yet so ultimate. All too often we the word holiness is used we think of justice, but this is only part of the story, Easter tells us of a love with the power to restore justice, in our world and in our lives. This love is itself holy, sacred.







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